FELIX: You said, you asked me what was the feeling of freedom? And I mentioned it felt like a bird that was set free for the first time, but my entire life has changed in the realm of freedom. I feel as I am an observer to visiting earth. I live detached, which is a level of freedom that I have never experienced. The words of Yeshua in the [inaudible] New Testament is it tells us clearly that we are in this world, but we are not of it, but now more than ever before, I no longer feel part of this on a level that I have never felt before.
That was difficult for some time. That was, I felt, almost a disadvantage for my family to adjust. They would watch me go out on a windy day and I need to feel the wind. There’s something about the wind in the air, the freedom of it. I can feel it from when I was in that spiritual state, the freedom of the flow of it.
I go out on a rainy day and I let the rain fall on my head. I look meshuga, I look crazy, but I don’t care because it’s the Lord’s that sends the rain, the refreshing rain.
SID: You know what it is? You’ve come to learn you really only have an audience of One.
FELIX: Yes.
SID: And that is [crosstalk]
FELIX: Yes, yes, yes.
SID: That’s who you’re pleasing.
FELIX: And the outside has become also an extension of my sanctuary. There have been times that I take a walk and it’s around sunrise. I’m up at 3:00 AM every morning. I walk and the sun is beautiful and I bow down on the sidewalk and worship the Lord. Sid, I don’t care. Someone asked me what I was doing, it turned out to be a Muslim girl.
I began to share about God. I began to witness to her one morning. Where did she come from? I have no idea, but I happened to be on the street on the sidewalk that morning worshiping the Lord. My perception of detail is magnified. I can look at trees from a distance and see the detail of the tiniest branches and leaves.
SID: This was not before you—
FELIX: No, no. I take my grandson for a walk and I say, “Hudson, we’re going out to see the beauty of God’s hands.” And we stop and I said, “I want you to look.”
And we picked up perfectly shaped, tiny little acorns. I know this may sound crazy to people and I pick up little flowers or a little this or we look at a little bug. I say, “God created that, Hudson. It from him.” Everything and anything and everything of the natural creation I admire.
SID: You’re glorifying God [crosstalk]
FELIX: And I study God, I don’t worship nature. I worship the creator of it all. And so every day Sid is an adventure. My eyes are wide open. My ears hear. I don’t speak as much as I used to. I listen more. I’m in the store or I meet someone. I listen to people. I observed them. The Lord’s given the ability for me to see into the soul of an individual. And I can see the condition of the soul.
Tags: its supernatural, Sid Roth
Tags: its supernatural, Sid Roth